So today was Kidstuf Sunday at my church. Kidstuf is a program between services where kids take their parents to learn. We sit on the floor with the kids and learn about what they are learning about during their small group time for the month. This month is all about FAITH.

Now, anyone who has been following me for this last week knows that this is HUGE for me right now. A BFF battling cancer, my dad-in-law just had a quadruple bypass, not to mention the random everyday moments when you have to have faith as a mom. HUGE!!

I can honestly say that I am not doubting my faith right now. I know with certainty that God is there, He is in control, and He loves me. However, I’m having trouble giving Him all my pain, fear, and worry. I know He’s big enough to handle it. I just have to have faith and hand it over.

By the way, the illustration they used in Kidstuf for faith brought me to tears. Reminded me that even though I can’s see it, the mighty Army of God is surrounding me. That is VERY comforting.